#Farewell. I hope to meet you again~

We enter you as rebellious creatures 

Lost in our ways

Led astray by the whispers

Left in dismay 

We fight 

We argue 

You are right 

You aren't true

We've rediscovered 

What we've lost all along 

We've understood 

That we can be somewhat wrong 

What we lack before

We ask for forgiveness 

And guidance to shore 

To walk towards righteousness 

Soon we realise 

Time was all spent

You'll leave us

We'd miss you again 

We pray

For protection 

For guidance 

For the chance

To meet you again

To not be loss 

To stay true 

To not be disdain 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Apologies unto all

For all imperfections 

For all that was mistaken 

Misunderstood and wronged 

Impossibilities arise

And I would not lie

If a repeat of the past

Wouldn't occur in a spry

For what is to come

For the years to be

But for now and only

Eid Mubarak to you all 

And your families 

May peace be unto you.

#Ramadhan #UntilWeMeetAgain

He knows the game~

Five friends were so confident that the weekend before finals, they decided to go for a picnic and party with some friends up there. They had a great time. However, after all the partying, they slept all day Sunday and didn't make it back to College until early Monday morning. 

Rather than taking the final then, they decided to find their professor after the final and explain to him why they missed it. They explained that they had gone to an Old age home in the nearest town to spend some time with aged people for the weekend with the plan to come back and study but, unfortunately, they had a flat tire on the way back, didn't have a spare, and couldn't get help for a long time. 

As a result, they missed the final. The Professor thought it over and then agreed they could make up the final the following day. The guys were elated and relieved. They studied that night and went in the next day at the time the professor had told them. 

He placed them in separate rooms and handed each of them a test booklet, and told them to begin. They looked at the first problem, worth 5 points. It was the easiest question in their entire syllabus. 

"Cool," they thought at the same time, each one in his separate room. "This is going to be easy." 

Each finished the problem and then turned the page. On the second page was written: (For 95 points): Which tire?











~~~ XDXDXD

#IT vs #Management

A man flying in a hot air balloon suddenly realizes he’s lost. He reduces height and spots a man down below.

He lowers the balloon further and shouts to get directions, "Excuse me, can you tell me where I am?" 

The man below says: "Yes. You're in a hot air balloon, hovering 30 feet above this field."

"You must work in Information Technology," says the balloonist.

"I do" replies the man. "How did you know?" 

"Well," says the balloonist, "everything you have told me is technically correct, but It's of no use to anyone." 

The man below replies, "You must work in management." 

"I do," replies the balloonist, "But how'd you know?" 

"Well", says the man, "you don’t know where you are or where you’re going, but you expect me to be able to help. You’re in the same position you were before we met, but now it’s my fault."

***Found this~~ XD XD XD

2 decades~ as she said.

"Here it is~~!!

> Again?!

Yup. Again.

>     .    .    .    .    .    "

Well, twenty, one and four,

You came like before,

without notice, in a flash.

It was a blur,

a blink and now we're here.

I wont bid fare-thee-well,

like before, it has fused unto.

But, thank you.

For all the moments of fun,

the happiness I doubt would be undone.

All the treasures and emotional connections,

kept close at heart, in mind and soul.

And shall never fall apart.

"twenty" are now us,

that of nine "four".

"one" year older,

we are.

In 201 and five.

Of all the things,

the life,

the breath,

the lessons and health,

the brink of death.

The friends meet, met and made.

Those bridges are built to last decades.

Happy and many a great blessings.

For the new leaf to fall,

the new year to start it all.

HAPPY 201 and FIVE!!!

***
dont forget to study...
...exam laaah Tahun Baru ini.
XD

00010111th of 00001001, 0010 0000 0001 0100

As I was living in fear,
you were living to the fullest,
you showed me dear,
that fear of living is just ridiculous.

You whom I talk most often to,
one of the first friends I made in Malacca,
turns that she to,
was born in that place ba.

As I'd shifted around a lot,
I made many friends,
but most of that lot,
didn't last till the very end.

Your courage and your faith,
permeates through and through.
In the darkest of days,
you always seem to shine through.

Longevity and health I pray for you,
never stress and try not to overwork yourself,
don't want you to breath in a whole tank of O2,
again and again yeah. ^^,

Other than that,
have the most blessed of days,
and the blissful of time.
However short or long it may be,
may you always, smile and be happy.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

#LevelUP!

             After a whole year of private study, attending Uni was something new. Private study sounds a bit --- we'll just say self-study, or studying-at-home-by-oneself. So, attending University was certainly a new great pleasant experience. It has its downs and its lows but the feeling is just wonderful. There's a sense of achievement in that, in continuing for further study, in managing to get into a University. A proud moment for me. ***For my dear parents too, hopefully.


             Sem 1. The semester in which you learnt to cope. To adapt and adopt to life as a Uni student. Once you get the basics, the foundation down, you're pretty much ready to proceed. But this semester punches you in the face. It just does. You'll get to know of the workload, the modules, the weird people and lecturers, as well as the somewhat packed environment. The good thing about this is once you get punched, in the face, you can recover, find your balance and prepare for any future punches that's sure to come your way. So, now you can dodge, block and counter !!!

Then.

             Sem 2. Since Sem 1, you are now able to stand on your own two feet. You are now able to fend for yourself, to survive, to progress. You have your guard up and are always prep'd and ready. So, you think you can take on Sem 2. After the first few days, all is well and okay. Then, in a blink of an eye, in a fraction of a second, something swept your feet from under you. And you fall, you fall hard. You lie on the floor, looking up, wondering; "Just what the bloody hell happened?!!". I mean, you did everything right. Well, right, just like the Sem prior. However, Sem 2 is unlike any other. It pushes you, until you fall, but as you fall you realise, or you would anyways, that nothing can prepare you. Nothing. All that you can do, is stand back up and walk, walk on your path towards whatever your goal is.

Because. You must know, there those that you can see and those that you can't, that you would miss or not notice. There those that you can control and there are those that you must let go, you must then only flow.


Level 1 of SE in APU was certainly interesting.

Looking forward to Level 2.

From within . . . ~

You know,
this life we're living,
this air we're breathing,
these are none other than a blessing.

One is thankful,
~ Alhamdulillah ~
For this chance,
at life,
for this air,
and for this day.

For the rain,
that washes away,
the dirt, the stain,
the dust, the heat,
the pout, the doubts,
and the bouts.

For the sun,
that shines,
our day, our night,
our way, our might,
our choices in the light.

One is amazed,
at the wonders,
the way it works,
the way it happens,
the way it portrays,
its elegance and its beauty.

One is glad,
for all that one have met,
for all that one have known,
and for those one will
meet, and know, and work with.

The experience one had gained,
is priceless,
it makes one ponder,
for all that had happened,
all that was planned and written,
all with a reason.

Thank You, the Almighty!

Dont. Anger.

Narrated Abu Huraira:


A man said to the Prophet (ﷺ) , "Advise me! "The Prophet (ﷺ) said, "Do not become angry and furious." The man asked (the same) again and again, and the Prophet (ﷺ) said in each case, "Do not become angry and furious."













***

One of the Companions of the Messenger of Allah (p.b.u.h.) asked Prophet Muhammad for advice. He asked that the advice be short so that he would be able to remember it. "Don't get angry," said the Prophet. The same Companion repeated his request for some brief advice; each time he received the same answer from the Prophet each time, "Don't get angry!". (Source; Bukhari, A'dab, 76)

Reference                                        : Sahih al-Bukhari 6116 

In-book reference                            : Book 78, Hadith 143 

USC-MSA web (English) reference : Vol. 8, Book 73, Hadith 137 

(deprecated numbering scheme) 

Only you~~~

I may not always say what I mean,

show what I feel,

express what I think.

But the ONE needs not to,

the ONE needs not to hear,

or to feel.

The ONE will simply know.

Know of the unheard,

Know of the action,

Know of the feeling,

Know of the unexpressed.

This moment in time,

presents not,

the ability for me,

to do as such.

But little by little I will simply do,

I will whisper to you,

I will be the shadow to your light,

and ONLY you will hear me,

ONLY you will see me.

only you~~~

#CuriosityIsABitch

You know, sometimes when I ask, when I present a question
and always whenever it happens, it IS and ALWAYS will be
a serious question. And I do, I do want an answer.

Its just that, it is more to the point that I want an
opinion other than mine.
It doesn't have to be valid, or good, or accurate, or
insane.
I just want an opinion to which I may assess where I stand.
Most of the time I just dont give whatever you say.
Care and whatnot will not be presented.

But I do want to know'em.


#CuriosityIsABitch

Anticipation.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Sem 1 is over,

and all is swell.

Sem 2 is to begin,

our results yet to be seen.

March is the month,

to which our performance is unveiled.

Good,

or bad,

we soon will know.

I hope we'd all succeed,

because I dont want to repeat the show.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

To.Rise.To.Fall.

As we live,

we breath.

And as we breath,

we think.

Our actions determines our destination.

In the present,

of which, we do.

That was based on the judgement,

of our past.

For the decision of the future,

that always remain uncertain,

until it happens.

Can we gain wings to fly.

Will we tumble on our own shadow.

We were all born with wings.

The difference in how we care,

determines the end.

Will it still be able to fly,

to carry our weight,

or will it lose its ability to trust the sky,

with all our freight.

- v1tusphoenix

Three.to.Four.

For each start,

there is a finish.

For each beginning,

an end.

So cry not,

and regret none.

For time flows singularly forward.

Thus all that is left,

is for us to keep on walking,

to keep on walking strong.

We live only in ONE moment.

Each passing second is a second of our past,

and for those seconds to come,

out future.

Our present,

is in this moment.

Have Faith.

Be Still.

Be Steadfast,

and Headstrong.

As those seconds that is to come,

are gifts and opportunities.

Those that had pass,

are our lessons in humility.

Choices is what remains.

And only WE can affect the change.

I won't bid thee farewell,

twenty, one and three.

Because you are apart of me.

But I welcome thee~twenty fourteen.

Let us be free to accel and achieve excellence.

In order to attain our goals successfully.

^_^

For you SPM lot~~

Best o'lucks~~
~~ remain calm
~~ remember to breath
~~ remember to stay hydrated
~~ remember to have sufficient sleep

All in all, dont forget to start with Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

^_^

Time.

As week just passed,
it seems so long,
not the distance nor the pass,
but the duration along.

The weekends was fun,
it was fulfilling and benign,
the days of three seems short,
but the seconds of the day spent,
is priceless, timeless and free.

It was raining,
taken as a blessing,
you shine through the weather,
and was warm and welcoming.

So, learn to know not, the 'what',
but learn to know, the 'how'.

Because,
as time flows without a pause,
the 'what' is present is fixed at cost,
but the 'how' is yet to be defined by cause.

#CheckOutWhatWeFound~~

#Bumblebee in #Malaysia!!!

APU@TPM : Orientation

Day 3:

Day 3 was a bit interesting. Since all of us introduced ourselves the day before  I had a general idea of their aims and target. Meh~~ cant really say that I do but I at least know their names. Hah.. =)
Along with that, each of them displayed a new look. One with confidence and certainty. I could even go on to say that I could feel their aura. It's like the competition to achieve greatness and excellence had just begun. Even though these friendly rivals are healthy and a great motivator, I was honestly startled by their aura at first.

The atmosphere was no longer thick but each individual now wears their own aura. With this each encounter, with different individuals, gives off a different atmosphere. After that early moment of being startled these new atmosphere fascinates me. I mean, we each come from a different background and many of us come from different countries, apart from the locals of course. With that each of us have a different way of doing things and a different style in how we see a problem. 3 years of this unique blend is gonna be awesome!!

" Schnitzel Awesome~~ Saaawwwsome. !! "

Nothing much other than further getting to know the UC1F1308 intake lot occurs on this day.
Last day of orientation should be something to look forward to.
Sorry I couldn't join you bros for lunch Sarvin and Aiyas~

APU@TPM : Orientation

Day 2 :

~~ The day after Day 1. Wednesday.

As if the pressure of yesterday was not enough, Day 2 orientation starts bloody early. Well, it starts early minus any bloodshed. Apart from that guy that had a paper-cut from his Student Welcome Pack.

The day starts like it continued from where it left off on Day 1. So I sank back in into my seat and watch as time flies... very...very...VERY.....slowly. Ugh! But soon as the first half of the day had passed I manage to get to know a guy from my state of birth. From SABAH!! bah~ Kihhee... this guy keeps to himself at first but then, as it turns out, he has a million stories to share. Which makes me all curious to hear as it involves SABAH!!!  XD

 " Boleh bah kalau kau !!! "

Love that phrase from back home, as in back in Sabah. By the start of the second half of the day the thick atmosphere seems to be more " normal ". I think its because I managed to get to know someone and my nerves of nervousness and excitement is back in my control. "Stay calm~~ stay calm MEA~~ 3 more years to go.". Yeah~ not really a great encouragement there.

This guy is friendly that it makes talking to him easy. When we reach the 'ice-breaking' part, thank you Allah for the 'ice-breaking' session, I was fortunate enough to be in the same group as him. As if that wasn't a blessing enough, I also had the pleasure of getting to know many a amazing people in this group. It turns out we just needed a little push to break our cocoon, to get out of our comfort zone, to get to know each other. Yeah, Sarvin and Fara~~ Dip 'n Dip!!! Let's hit that joint!!

 mmmm....mmm...mmm...Lush~~~~

As the 'ice-breaking' session reaches its end, we all did what every Malaysian did during their early stages of education when they first started school. We each stood up and went...
Each of us: "Hii~~ guys!!"
Guys n' Gals: 'Hii~~'
Us: "My name is - - - -. And I'm from  - - -.  - - years old. Planning to do the - - - course." *sits back down*
Well~~ We each did THAT apart from this guys that invites all of us to his home town. Which is a lovely gesture, and it'd be a pleasure to do so, but duuude~~. There approx. 200 other intakes wanting to introduce themselves after your massive speech plus invitation. XD
Thank you though~

APU@TPM : Orientation

Day 1 :

The day before the orientation start I had checked in into my accommodation and unpacked. The wardens are to-the-point which makes what they explain easily understood. Once everything was settled I went ahead and gotten to know my house-mates. They're an awesome bunch each to their own but friendly, and accepted a new house-mate quite well. They are all from foundation so its difficult to be in synch but I'll leave it to time. I had gotten the room all to myself which is neat. So, sleep was not an issue, once you remove insomnia out of the equation. The atmosphere at that time was somewhat exciting~ The nerves are just like always when treading in a new place.

From my accommodation at Vista, I had the rights, as stated by my Travel Pass, to use the APU [Asia Pacific University] bus to head to the main campus located at TPM [Technology Park Malaysia]. Still feeling all calm and curious about this new place I'm going to be spending 3 years in. Didn't know anyone yet at that time so I do my crazy thing and keep to my self. I think I heard people talking about this guy that talks to himself. Aaaaand I kinda had a feeling of it being me. Owh well~

The atmosphere on the bus was pretty intense. With all the new students, like me minus the crazy, heading for orientation as well. I guess they too were nervous but their poker faces are amazing.

Once we arrived, we were directed by the amazing Student Welcome team to pick up our Welcome Pack. They were friendly, and clear and precise with their instructions. Things were going fine. So, I went and gotten my Student Welcome Pack which consists of my Student ID, Student Handbook and the schedule of the day. From there the schedule lists which auditorium we needed to be in and on which floor. So, not knowing my way around I decided to just follow this group of new students hoping that we'd be heading in the same direction. To my wonders we were~ =D They lead the way walking with such confidence, or at least walking with less nervousness than me.

They entered the auditorium first then I followed. The moment I stepped into the auditorium the pressure suddenly increased. My leg feels so heavy. I look around and DEMM. its a massive hall. After a year of studying at home its a massive change. The atmosphere feels so thick, like the air had just been sucked out of the room. So I dragged myself up the auditorium steps and took my seat at the back.

The first day of APU@TPM. The rest of the day were just listening to "Welcome!!", "Welcome to APU!!~~" and more "Welcome Students of Intake UC1F1308!! To APU!!". It was an earful.

Approaching the end of Ramadhan~

Alhamdulillah. Again this year I've been given the chance to meet with ramadhan. I've been given the chance to go through the whole of ramadhan. Alhamdulillah shukur~

This year. Ramadhan is different. It is without both of my late grandfathers.
Here and there, from time to time, the emptiness would seep into my heart and remain there.
But it IS ramadhan. Each day is filled with an activity and new people. The emptiness is still there reminding me of them, may they rest in peace, Al Fatihah. However, my days a filled with something that allows me to look forward. Reminding me to be positive, to be active, to be steadfast and to be more patient.

To be positive upon the future and what may occur.
To be active in pursuing the future.
To be steadfast in accepting what is thrown my way.
To be more patients as things don't always occur as I may expect them to.

Nearing the end, it got me thinking. Have I done enough this ramadhan?
Have I utilised the opportunities presented to me in this blessed month?
Will I be given the same chance next year?
Will I get to meet ramadhan again?