To.Rise.To.Fall.

As we live,

we breath.

And as we breath,

we think.

Our actions determines our destination.

In the present,

of which, we do.

That was based on the judgement,

of our past.

For the decision of the future,

that always remain uncertain,

until it happens.

Can we gain wings to fly.

Will we tumble on our own shadow.

We were all born with wings.

The difference in how we care,

determines the end.

Will it still be able to fly,

to carry our weight,

or will it lose its ability to trust the sky,

with all our freight.

- v1tusphoenix

Approaching the end of Ramadhan~

Alhamdulillah. Again this year I've been given the chance to meet with ramadhan. I've been given the chance to go through the whole of ramadhan. Alhamdulillah shukur~

This year. Ramadhan is different. It is without both of my late grandfathers.
Here and there, from time to time, the emptiness would seep into my heart and remain there.
But it IS ramadhan. Each day is filled with an activity and new people. The emptiness is still there reminding me of them, may they rest in peace, Al Fatihah. However, my days a filled with something that allows me to look forward. Reminding me to be positive, to be active, to be steadfast and to be more patient.

To be positive upon the future and what may occur.
To be active in pursuing the future.
To be steadfast in accepting what is thrown my way.
To be more patients as things don't always occur as I may expect them to.

Nearing the end, it got me thinking. Have I done enough this ramadhan?
Have I utilised the opportunities presented to me in this blessed month?
Will I be given the same chance next year?
Will I get to meet ramadhan again?

I am only human.

I am only human.
I stumble, I mumble and I make mistakes.
I have imaginations, I have ambitions.
I dream, and I too, get nightmares.

I am only human,
making choices day by day.
Deciding, concluding,
whether it's right or wrong,
Not knowing the future,
fearing the unknown.

Presented with curiosity.
An unavoidable need to know.
Along with it, comes the excitement,
and the satisfaction that discoveries presents.
But unbeknownst to me, curiosity is like
the thorns of the roses.
Each step you take, will always have
the potential for you to be pricked.

Right or wrong.
To live or to die.
Where my choices would take me,
we shall see.
Because, if it has been written to be,
than it shall be.
But for now, be kind to me.
For I am only human.


~~~ A v1tusphoenix original ~~~~

Fear.

"  We do not fear what is coming.
   We do not fear the future.
   We fear the uncertainty in the unknown which lies ahead.
   May we have faith in the plans that has been written for each of our chosen paths.
   Be it good or bad, let us be strong enough to face it head-on and headstrong.
Aaamiin..
 

   Inn syaa Allah.

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