Been a long time~~

Awkward moment when you forgot which e-mail you use as your blog log-in.~~
Nope?! Just me then. That was, what, twice now. Only this time, I actually forgot the e-mail used. It's no wonder the e-mail I use for Facebook didn't work, no matter how many variation of my password I entered.

Well, in short, cramming/stressing/bookfacing mode was on. Thus in all plausibilities and ignoribility, if that's even a word, I am actually almost up-to-date for the preparation of the exam. They say this is not the best method to pass exams but it has been working for me, thus far. I know it is not as productive as you 'only' pass the exam and will undergo the possibility of not understanding the subject for future use. Not saying that I disagree, my Chem. ended in the gutter simply because I studied to pass the exam/test.

Starting form there I changed my method of studying to actually understand the subject. It has been working out but because I am not used to it, it has been time consuming and is not fast enough. So, I reverted back to my ol'method which is what I am doing now. I just hope what I revised and studied for simply sticks onto my brain and not be a '3 second memory'. But hey, you know what they say, "GOOD LUCK studying the information you'll never used for a job you'll never get after you graduate". I would say "Challenged Accepted!!".     =D

Though interesting stuff you'll find when studying;-

   - staring at a blank wall suddenly is way more interesting than illustrated books
   - random things that you do with writing utensils or arithmetic equipment whether you realise it or not
   - make errors in the calculation of you ability, just like so;

even saying so is a true story, however, I honestly have not reached the depression stage nor the acception stage. By the moment I reach the negotiating stage, the anger has already built up the energy meant for destruction into some sort of containment which in a sense raises my heartbeat putting me in an adrenaline mode. These, well I am entirely sure what happened, calms my mind, making me ignore the limitation of time which in turn allows me a full concentration and focus upon bookfacing. Just another way of saying 'Moutain Dew' is a friend ~ ~
THEN, when all going gets tough and the tough gets going, bla bla bla, and all's well that didnt end well, I will enter a whole other level of the Acception stage, the embracing stage. This is where I accept that I'm screwed, find alternatives to make up the grades (i.e. retakes  ** not a good idea so try not to do it but) and went on doing something else to distract me. Simply because I can't sleep with all this energy build up.


Ramblings, I don't think I speak fluent ramble in real life. The human mind is a wondrous thing, still doesn't make me feel like being a neurologist or was it a psychologist, a psychiatrist!! Oh well.


Though I did find this amazing vis during my luscious break~~

*** Live life to its fullest to never have to have regrets~~