Moments...

Arrrghh!!!!~~

I shouldn't  have started like this but since I don't scream in actuality.
It has been so long since I've access this blog.
(minus the fact that I forgot the log in) ...[^ _ ^]
Hrmmm... What to write, what to write.

Basically, some months ago I received news of my grandfather admitted into the hospital. It was a surprised and I was in shock. Moments later I managed to calm myself down, called my parents and heard that he was going to be okay, still in weakened state and have to take it easy (so no smoking [^_^] ), but okay nonetheless.

After that, not directly 'after' but took place after the event anyways, it made me think. LIFE IS SHORT. I'm sure we have realised this and know about it, but really, LIFE. IS. SHORT. I mean, scientifically speaking, we are humans. One shot to the brain, a stab to the heart and we as humans would die. A very fragile being indeed. It is safe to say that any foreign object that approaches us humans could possibly be fatal.

A week ago, I receive news that I will have to travel back home. Thus I will not be able to finish my A-levels in the UK and grad. with close friends. It certainly sucks but thinking bout it more, it'd be good to be close to family again. During these final days, I'm not dying just the time left before my flight, I'm recalling the times that's gone pass, the decisions that's been made and what has become of me. The moments that I've experienced. All in all, I thought 'it's not so bad', it definitely is not perfect and could have been better, but 'it's al'right' and 'was well spent'. I've managed to meet many different people, experience different weather and living conditions and see the many different 'routes' that many of the people took. It certainly was interesting. There is a saying in the Malaysian culture; "jauh perjalanan, luas pengetahuan". It states that the further you go/travel, the more you'd learn/experience. I'm not saying that it made me smarter or that it hasn't, but it certainly satisfy my curiosity. IT WAS EPIC.

So yeah, moments. Thinking about it the word relates closely to time. Whether it was well spent or not is not the question. I guess you could say that in actuality, those moments that we have experienced are the building blocks that had made us what we are now. So, it doesn't matter if you had waste the time available performing unnecessary actions because bottom line, it is what you have gained from the moment you realised that you had wasted those precious seconds. To put it simply, "be not afraid of making mistakes, as the important matter is what you've learnt from it".

Even saying this there is no telling what would come from our actions. We can only believe that we have allocate enough time thinking about the steps to take and simply TAKE a step. As "the act of doing something is always better than idling".

I guess it all comes down to what we have become from those moments we have experienced until this point in time. Whether we chose to observe what unfolds, to simply move in any direction present or to simply become stronger and more confident.

Me : Let's see what unfolds, then 'Imma take those necessary steps, hopefully with confidence, and move along the path I've chosen'.

Happy New Year!!!~~

Now, the New Year..

I believe that everyone no matter what people's race, colour, religion or upbringing; they would always most definitely celebrate the coming of a new year...

and where I am from, for every new year, people would make an 'AZAM' as in a goal or aim of what they would accomplish this coming new year. 
This is a good thing because for each coming new year, people are given second chances to achieve what they could not in the previous year. It is kinda like a fresh start, to turn a definite new leaf.

Though that term may actually be referring to just forgive and forget what happens in the past and proceed with your chosen path to the future. However, it actually means that you can start improving yourself no matter what the time and place. It is like saying, it will NEVER BE TOO LATE TO BETTER YOURSELF.


And then there the Mayan;s. For known reasons, their calender ends this year, and many have already believed that this will be the last year of time. So, say that all of this is true, just Live your life to the fullest, because although time is infinite, what is spent can never be reclaimed.

But rest assured, I believe the Mayan;s just ran out of space on their stone calender and everyone of their generations CBA to fix this fault.

Anyways, I don't know if what I've written makes any sense but~~


This is me, wishing everyone a very Happy New Year.
May this year be the best year, if not better than the year before, for everyone..

Physics~~

Studying physics can be such a pain in the back side...
well, scratch that, you cant study physics, you can only understand it...

if only physics was a simple as;







though, may be slightly unlawful but fun nonetheless;







problem with exams??!?
no worries we get given the formula required....~~

problem with resources??!?

problem with math??
*** may be too advance for beginners~~

nah~~
who am i kidding, if physics were this easy, we wouldn't have additional Newton Laws or Coulomb Laws.
and life would present no meaning...

nyways~~ those are just some of my favs.....
if you be trolling, check out http://trollphysics.tumblr.com/archive for more trolls to your physics...~

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                                                         "understand physics...to open many possibilities..."